11.59pm and Wild Realisations!

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My dad back then asked me "How much sense do you think exact 12' o clock wish makes?" and still asks.
Here's me growing up with this ironically answerable uncertainty.

I'm wildly sincere to know how from twiddling the thumbs the day before the birthday and glancing at the raven screen of the phone until 11.59 knowing the subsequent minute you're gonna get overflows of messages and rings from people you foreknow to sleeping at 11 shows your GROWTH. With not fancying 12' o clock wishes or social media flood now, you feel so good and convinced on figuring out the fact you're adulting and don't sigh for those little things that indeed you thought will put your day together. Now, uncertainty answered with maturity.

Perhaps, this birthday is the one I was least keen about with expectations, not sure if that is why it went around out to be very delicate! Once you know it's just YOU who's fetching on the new track, it's all about you making yourself contended visualizing your progress scale every year. What else is satisfying if not this?

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